Tuesday, August 9, 2011


Dear God,

I am sick and tired hearing my friends super-jealousy-girlfriend-problem. A girl have the right to be jealous, but that does not mean she can control everything, have some common sense will ya?


If one day, I’m destined by YOU to be in a relationship, please do not make me like one of them?
Gosh I miss being in a relationship. Yeah, that is so effing true. I miss the morning text and also the good night text from boyfriend. Holding hand walk side by side, take care of him, worried if he get sick, give him support whenever they need, yeah I miss those moment.
If you’re in a relationship, you don’t have to worry about being lonely, if you’re sad, he’ll be there to catch all your tears. Tell something nice about you though its nothing, making you feel needed and feel awesome all the time.
I want to hear about his day and tell him about mine, sharing problems.

But, do I really ready to be in a relationship? I was so afraid to be in a relationship, I don’t want to get hurt. Though there are guys walk into my life and promise me that won’t happen, but I’m scared I will hurt them. If I want to be in a relationship, I want to make it special and forever.

p/s: to my future boyfriend/husband, can you get to me faster? I’m losing all of my patient here..:)

From the girl who hopes to be appreciate.