Sunday, April 25, 2010

tears fall on sunday morning

why do i feel guilty?
is it me?

he didn't change!
why do i feel like everybody hate this relationship?
what's wrong with it??
why????

can't stop cry~



birthday celebration..

huuuuu~
suke sangat2 dengar bile ade org sambut befday neh,
rse macam diri tu dihargai bile ade befday celebration neh,
aku dh 2 thn da xsmbut,,
:((
nk wt cmne kn?

tadi kt cafe,
kawan aku plak dpt surprise cake dr awek die...
haaaaaaaaaaa~~
sangat la sweet.....
nk jugak....
huuuuu~



gamba2 ni sume, sume nye aku sambut befday kwn aku,
sadisnye aku tak da pon,,,
:((

Thursday, April 22, 2010

next station...website!

oit budak!
takde keje ea?
asyik nak update blog jew!
hehe~

bosan~
bosan~
bosan~


"this is the song lalala...elmo song!"

e-learning beybe...lalala~

lalalala~
oh yea..
sayer dalam kelas e-learning sekarang neh,
madam kate,
memang ade orang yang addicted dengan internet,
yup2~~
dats me!
sangat addicted!
bukak laptop,
cocok brudband,
on9!!
heeeeee~~
ape yang seronok nye on9 neh yea?
tak tahu laa..
on9 buleh menceriakn sayer,
hehe~
bukan sahaja "facebook"
bukan sahaja "youtube"
tapi macam-macam lagi!

asyik lalai dengan internet neh.
ape la nak jadi ngn aku neh?
huhu~

hit counter.

sayer tahu sudah agak terlambat untuk ade
"hit counter"
sebab before ni,
rase cam tak berape best je gadget neh,
tapi bile tgk blog aten, rase cam best lah pulak ade
"hit counter"
neh!
heeee~~~

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

duet...duet...$$

erk.
ade lagi tak sape-sape yang utang aku ekh?
lalalala~
tak da duet dah la..
cmne neh?
mahu minta mama lagi?
oh!
mama! adik dah tak ade duet!
nanti mesti mama kate cmni,
"ape?takde duet lagi??ni mst shopping kuat sgt!"
oh mama!
adik tak sempat nak shopping lagi duet habes suda..
hehe~
elaun dah tak dapat..
macam mane?

erk~
macam mane ni yea?
hurmm...
ade tak sape-sape mahu nolong sayer di kala sayer susah?
bagaimana sayer nolong anda di kala anda susah?
-sigh-

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

sayer mahu yang besar!


nampak tak?
sangat comel kan??
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

Monday, April 19, 2010

please...he's not my "anak ikan"

"anak ikan?"
please...
i dun like that word..
but,
its bcoz u guys are my friends.
i'll ignore it.

he's not my "anak ikan",
he's my heart beat now..

me and him,
there's so much different between us,
saying that i'm not the right one for him,
juz bcoz of our age.
age is juz a number baby..
i know,
i'm not pretty enough for him,
not good looking enough for him!
please!
i'm really happy with him right now..
really happy.

sometimes,
my tears almost fall..
why do i always care about how would people gonna say?
its bcoz i wanna people be happy for us too..

dun look at me like i'm a bitch!
dun look at me like i'm a slut!
dun look at me like you're better than me!
coz i'm juz living my normal life searching for my happiness!

so please....
i like him~
i love him~
i dun wanna lose him~

dulu,
sayer tak tahu pun wujudnye patung dooodolls neh,
tapi sejak2 didedahkan dengan dooodolls neh.
and bile tengok 2 ekor patung neh,
rase macam.......
damn.....i want you so bad!!!!


mahukan mereka.....bagaimana?

Saturday, April 17, 2010

happy :)

sayer bahagia bile die ade,

die jage saye dengan baik.

die layan sayer dengan baik.

dan sayer rase sayer sayang die.... :)

Friday, April 16, 2010

take my heart

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

thnx dear...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

i think i'm in love with you la..

that is what you said to me,
wuuuuuuuuuu~~
feel like the whole world stop for awhile...
hehehe..

i miss you!
thank you so much for being there for me whenever i need you.
lets spend time together..
bcoz our time is running out now...

i miss you!
i miss you!
i miss you!

heeeee~~~

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

minggu yang sangat sibuk!

ooohh!!!
sibuk! sibuk! dan sibuk lagi!
macam mane neh?
xsuke dengan situasi macam ni!

huh~
tapi,ini lah die kehidupan sebagai pelajar..kan?
heeee~~
chayok2!!

Friday, April 9, 2010

kecewa?

kenape ade rase kecewa yea?

hurm.

keluar dengan hati bunge-bunge.

tapi berakhir dengan rase kecewa.

rase sedeyh sket la..

tapi nak wat macam mane..

diri sendiri yang terlalu mengharap..


-sigh-

not sure?

is it not sucks when two person like each other,
but,
they feel like they can't be together.
hurmm..

today when i woke up,
i feel like i miss u so much..
hik!~
dunno y...
keep thinking about us..

the question that we had in mind,
"where will we be after this"
its like a wall that separate us.
is it true?
or there something else?
i don't know..i just don't..

so..when can we get the answer?

from Melaka with Love...

-sigh-

Thursday, April 8, 2010

hey you! i think i like you too!

yupp,
i admit i do like you.

but,
i'm afraid...
afraid dat thiz feeling dat i had,
turn into something dat hurting me..
do you understand?

dun mad at me if i wasn't so sure when u say u like me.
bcoz,
i dun wanna be hurt again..



Monday, April 5, 2010

today was not great at all!

ouh!
hari ini sangat tak best!
bangun je suda saket pewot,
nak gi toilet plak,
toilet di serang monyet,
menyebabkan toilet sangat3 disgusting!

sambung buat report BIS,
dengan perot yg saket..ouh!
xske!

jam suda 9.40,
cepat2 gosok baju dan tudung,
mase untuk kelas!

mandi dan siap2 dalam keadaan kelam kabut.
sket lgi nk melangkah klua dr bilik,
check phone
ade msg...

"kak tyka, class a.s cancel."
ouh...sangat bgs!
huh!
xske3!!!

then,
pergi klas CIT,sir Fazly.
dtg lewat 10minit. (rasenye)
masuk3 je,
sir tny kenape lmbt n everything.
tbe3 kene sound plak..
aikk??
first time kowt lewat..
haihhh..
rupe3 nye lakonan di hadapan cik noraini shj..
ceh..
nk nges kowt kene mara dpn classmates..
-sigh-

ouhh..!
saket perot lagi!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

kau yg penyebok

kau knp nk sebok sgt?
apehal dengan kau?
aku kacau hidop kau kah?
aku rase aku tak penah kenal pon kau!
nak bercerite sangat pasal aku ni kenape??
ea...
tolong la..
kau tahu ke keadaan sebenar??
kalau tak tahu jangan nak sebok boleh tak??

i've move on,
so did he,
n skg kau da buat balik mess neh!
kau tawu tak?????
aku nampak kau kan,
aku rase nak sepak je muke kau, kau tawu?

stupid bitch!

blah la jauh3!!
aku benci kau doe!
jangan cakap pape lagi boleh tak?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggggggggghhh!
fuck u mother fucker!

sorry.

skg neh,
terase perkataan sorry tu dah xmembawa apa2 erti lagi dh..
kenape?
sbb nye,
ia senang di ungkap,
dan apabila diungkap terase semua masalah telah selesai,
padahal,
luke di hati masih berdarah.

but,
what can i do beside saying i'm sorry?
i'm so sorry..
i really do..
i can't get him out of my life 4 good.
but,
i'll definitely try put a wall between me n him..
i'm sorry if u feel like i'm ignoring ur feeling..
i'm not..
i'm so sorry...

even though SORRY is an easy word to say.
but,
that's all i can say.
dunno what else i can do at this moment to prove that i really am SOrry dear..

i adore u,
feel like u're one of my sister now..
take care..
i promise u diz time..
i won't break ur heart again...

i'm sorry cuz i know i'm guilty

tolong...sayer rindu mereka....

mane korg neh???
rindu korang....