Friday, July 23, 2010

control.

can't control myself..
please tyka..
be strong!

i wanna shout out loud saying that "i miss you!!!"
"i love you!!"
"i don't wanna lose you!!"
huh~

semakin hari semakin kecewa rasenye..
kenape?

kenape timbul rase kecewe neh?
damn.

dun be like this.
please..

i miss you..
i miss the old you..
the one that wanna be with me for like 24/7
but now..
you dun like me saying all this thing..
but..
this is what i feel...
i want you to know..
but i feel like im pushing you too much..
i dun want that either..
so..
whats are my option left?

im not a bitch,
im not that type of girl who likes to hang out with other men beside my man.
im loyal.
i need you to be there for me..
but...
uhhh~

berserah saje la tyka..
ade..ade laa..xde..nk wat cmne?
but,
definitely i'll fight hard for it to work it out.
because,
im done searching.
im done trying.
other man are all fucking fucked up!

huh~
farouq sayed ashrafudeen.
i'll be waiting for you....
5,6??
doesnt matter to me..
as long as im yours n you're mine.

i love you.


Monday, July 19, 2010

why is it so hard for you to find time for me?

im crying inside..
huh~
im trying so hard to find time for you.
to make sure you dont feel abandon by me.
to make sure im there everytime you need me.

but,
it seems like..
you dont need me..

you said that this sem was no fun,
n maybe that fun makes your pointer drop..
u didnt think b4 you said that did you?
dont i include apart from that fun moment?

kenape i nk nges kalau u need ur space?
its because,
my space is full with you all over it.
and i just want you to be in it.

everything seems like falling apart now..
huh~
i feel like crying all the time..

i love you.
i miss you so much..
T_T

please do find time for me.
im begging you.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

why wont you go away from my life??

aku rase skang ni org pon mst ingt aku jahat kan?
mesti fikir,
nape la tyka wat kau macam tu kan?
kau suke kan?

Thursday, July 8, 2010

kalau boleh saye tak nak tinggalkan awak. :(


berat nak tinggal kan awak...
bukan setakat berat,
malah tak sanggup nak tinggal kan awak..
tapi,
nasib baik saye waras lagi..
kalau tak saye tak nak naik bus kkkl tu balik melaka semalam.
saye rindu awak.. :((
kite jauh,
msg,call,skype dan facebook menjadi peneman saye,
now?
huhhh~
saye ta mahu cakap awak berubah,
but,
seems like you want your own space...

what i am i suppose to do?
cry?

i love you syg...
so much..

missing you so bad...

kite akan jauh.. :(

before ni,
kite jauh jugak,
tapi peluang untuk jumpe masih cerah lagi,
tapi,
dalam beberapa hari lagi awak nak pergi lagi jauh,
buat saye tambahtambah sedih,

awak janji dengan saye?
jangan nakalnakal?
jangan lupe kat saye?
dan paling penting,
"jangan berubah?"

saye takot,
1 tahun setengah lagi awak ade dekat sane,
macammacam bole jadi.
sekarang kite kurang msg,
tak macam dulu,
awak kate takkan 24hour nak msg..
yea...awak betul..
takkan nak msg 24 jam kan?
tapi,
saye nak awak tahu,
saye ade saje untuk awak tak kire bile dan di mane.
saye akan sentiase menanti text dari awak.
dan saye akan pasti kan kredit saye sentiase ade untuk menghubungi awak.
saye terlalu sayang kan awak..
T__T
please?
saye tak nak kehilangan awak...


Monday, July 5, 2010



the price tag on this baby is Rm51,736.00

now..
i've got Rm00,000,50!
hahaha~
hope to see you in another 2years yea baby....
luv you..muaaahhxx!

Friday, July 2, 2010

Award untuk Encik Ali Hanafi~


ahaaa~
ini untuk Ali,
kenape?
sebab die berjaye memberi perspective gamba saye dengan tepat dan jayenye..
ahaaa~~
siap bagi ucapan plak tuh dapat award nih!
ahaaaa~~

ucapan beliau,
saye ucapkan kpd ibu yg da tdo, ayah yg out station, kakak kat shah alam, kakak lg sorang kat perancis, abg kat johor, adik yg ngah tgk tb tuh, sedare mare kat seluruh malaysia, kawankawan kat sungai besi, yongpeng, klang, mlake, kuantan, senawang n yg mengenali diri saye dgn ucapan, award nih tuk kalian..


well done encik Ali!
u hve make your family proud of you!
hehehehe~

Thursday, July 1, 2010

seremban with love...

uuuu~~
hari yang di tunggu-tunggu kan telah pun tibe..
setelah di tunda beberapa hari,
akhirnye,
berjumpe juge kami di Seremban.
terima kasih kepada cik madu yang sudi drive kami ke sana ke mari,
eheeee~~
beliau juge nampak happy bersame boyfee nye..incik mior..
ahaaa~~

pagi itu sayer agak tekanan,
yela,
setelah hampir 3jam,
baru lah kesayangan sayer selamat sampai di seremban,
dan ditemani oleh kawan baik nye,
eheeee~~

rindu sangat2!!!!
naik je kerete terus kami bergomol!
ahahahaahhaha..
oooopppss!
jangan fikir bukan-bukan oke?
honey,
siyesly,
i miss you so much!!
hehehe




kesayangan saye gewdix!
kekekekeke~~
nape ntah die wat muke camtu..hehee

lepas ni,
bile lagi mahu jumpe yea honey?

huuuuu~~
hope to see you real soon syg!!

muaaaaaahhxx!!

oh ya...
that kiss...was superb and special...hehehe
make me love you even more!
hehehe

pelik kan manusia?

aku ni hanye manusia biase,
same jugakk macam kau,
tp,
nape ekk?
kau act macam kau tu tuhan??
sampai tak boleh nak maafkan langsung bile orang dah buat salah kat kau?

bile kawan kau plak dah masuk campur,
lagi lah kelakar weyh!
huhu~
terbaik la weyh..

aku??
aku kawan makan kawan?
hahahaha..
bagi taw siket ape yang aku buat sampai cakap aku makan kawan?

ohoo~
so what aku terlepas cakap?
aku tak buruk-burukan kau pon kt die,
ekeleaaa..
lebeh siot kau neh,
cam p***makk!!

kau yang kacau-kacau laki orang tu takpe?
sume jantan yang kacau kau layan,
takpe?
menggatal dgn jantan ni,
menggatal dengan jantan tu,
tak pe?
oh~
itu tak salah pon.
malah perbuatan yang mulia sangat~

pesanan terakhir:
heyya bitch,
y dun u get a life instead of bugging my ass all the time??
annoying lah kau ni!