dun play with LOVE

how easy for you to say that word?

its easy for me to like somebody,

but its not easy for me to say the word.

now that i see you happy with other girlS.

yeah..girlS

dun mess up with ur look.

u hv a good heart.

i know that.

use ur look n heart wisely!

im just one of the stupid person who happenly fall in love with you!

y?

because you came to me!

you gave me hope that i can believe in love again!

at the end?

you treat me like i never was in your heart!

thank you so much.

The Script - Breakeven

what title wud suit this story best?

she's dreaming again.

about what?

she wasn't sure.

all she knows is she can see HIS name all over the place..

whats that all about?

hasnt she let go yet?

oh~ yes she did..

but, it doesnt work.

all that she can think of HE.

thinking that she is talking to him,

picture that they are together again..

everytime she did that,

she aske herself.

"why do you have to do this?

picturing urself with him?"

she know that it would be useless.

but she cant help it.

she just miss him so damn much.

she would ask herself everyday.

"when will this going to end?"

"when will i met him again?"

she asking that when will he meet HIM,

and not when will she find another person to cure the pain in her heart.

or else,

she should really just kill herself..

betul ke ni?

oke.

semalam aku skype ngn heidi.

then aku pon snapshot gamba die.

pastu,

tbe2 aku terase chill pas tgk gmba snapshot tuh!

aku cam....

uishh..betul ke heidi nih?

nape cam lain jek?

ke jelmaan alien?

btul weyh..

cube korg usya gmba snapshot tu sendiri...

aku xtipu!

mst korg pon tertanya2 jugak!

*tgk yang aku da bulat kn tu..

tu la yg buat aku rase musykil gilerrr!

miahahahaha

si internet addict.

13 november 2010

hoho..

nampak tak muke serious beliau tengah on9?

haha

kami membawa diri ke mekdi Dataran Pahlawan ni semate-mate untuk melayan peminat-peminat beliau yang berbakul-bakul anta msg pada beliau.

huh!

sanggup tau kami dari Rambai Hills, merempuh Pekan Rambai Hills, pastu Klebang Gold cost beach, Manggo Tree, Limbongan dan akhirnye...baru lah sampai ke destinasi kami..

fuhhh~!!!

dapat on9 satu jam jekk..huhu..

dengan duit yang mencukupi untuk beli mekflurry milo 1 jek..

duduk la kami selama 1jam kat situ...hikhik..

14 november 2010

fuhh~

hari ni cari wifi lagik!

walaupon penat baru balik dari KL,

tapi aku gagah kan la jugak diri untuk teman bdk nih gy on9..(pdhal mmg kuat jln)

dengan cuaca yang xbaper nk ok sangat, aku pon offer bdk nih gy kt KFC klebang tu jekk..

mule-mule agak musykil gak takot-takot xde wifi en..usya usya kat pintu KFC tu ade tulis

" FREE WIFI"

fuhhh~!!

skali lagi kami lega..nasib baek ade..xyah nk gy jauh jauh smpai nuuunnn kat dataran pahlawan tu. berbekal kn rm10 yg aku br jek pau kt bapak aku. ingt nak beli lah set "jom jimat"

aku sendiri yang silap pilih air ice lemon tea.. dari elok elok kene bayar rm6..kene bayar rm8.10..padan muke diri sendiri....wakakaka..

nk tgk muke bdk sangap on9 tuh??

mari -mari

happy betul dapat layan peminat-peminat..

hohoho

ini aku mase mule-mule sampai.

1 jam kemudian.....

hihihihihi

nabihah mohd radzi

nabihakk..

saye syg kamu oke?

thnx 4 being my friends dear...

wlupon kdg2 tu aku geram rase mcm nk cekik2 je kau.

at the end of the day.

i love you.

muah muah muah...

miahahaha

NOKIA C3 Fared!

cisskek~!

ni enset baru FARID IBRAHIM.

enset beliau yang lame iaitu arwah NOKIA 5200

dah pon arwah..

menurut beliau,

arwah baik orangnye..

banyak berjase.

hikhikhik

makin ramai tuka phone baru skg!

turn aku bile??

:(

bile nak dapat keje ni weyh??

haishh..cpt laaaaaa

ni adalah zaman zaman gemilang Fared bersame NOKIA 5200 beliau.

R.I.P NOKIA 5200..

forgive me for being HONEST

and so,

i break my PROMISE to you.

i can understand that you're mad.

and it took like, 4,5 days for you to reply my text back.

i know im wrong.

dun punish me to hard!

dun act like you dun know whats going inside here..

im sad..

its like breaking us apart.

i like the old us.

where we shared everything.

u're one of my shoulder to cried on..

OMG.

why does everything feels like falling apart?

i feel like fucking trible and miserable..

and everything was like....

SHIT.

uhh~

how i wish i can go back and just wish all of this didnt happen!!!

or.

i need to learn to be more matured and walk off from all of this.

and be more ADULT.

shit...

just..

uhh...shit...

i want this!!

nk jaket wane itam tu....

please.....

nk sgt3!!!!!!

quote

girls do change their clothes alot..

but get this,

their heart doesnt change as fast as they change their clothes!

sad mood again.

you just dont know how much i miss you.

T_T

the reason why my tears fall.

if i could go back to 5months ago.

just 5months ago.

where i felt like the world is mine.

where everything is perfectly beautiful for me.

where i think nothing cud seperate us.

where i think we will be forever together.

you were always there for me..

always...

i feel like im the luckiest girl.

because i've ur attention.

whenever i cry...

u were scared...

u'll try everything to make me smile again...

whenever i get sick..

u'll be worried.

and now...

whenever i cry...

whenever i sick...

u're gone...

u're not here anymore..

my tears just make u sick..

where and what did i gone wrong?

deep down inside my heart...

i miss you so much..

just how cud u do this to me?

like im totally nothing to you?

u see me laugh...

u see me smile...

the truth is,

im thinking...

this is not the happiness that i want..

i want the happiness when im with you...

i dont know how much longer i need to be like this..

i dont know when will i finally forget u..

i just hope soon..

because i cant take this pain anymore..

but i'll wish for your happiness.

always....

heidi sana sini!

heidi! heidi! heidi!

tgk! heidi!

heidi lagi!

muahahahahaha..

laen kali nak letak gamba kete hubby plak!

kegilaan ku terhadap ice blend!

saket tekak da kurang

batuk ta baper nak kurang.

saket dada yang mencengkam masih menjadi-jadi.

apeape pon...

kite minum ice blend dulu!!!!

oyeay~!!

naiman.

oke.

tgh duduk,golek-golek atas katil tgh hari td.

kakak nges2 ajak teman makan.

kesian beliau.

disebabkan aku takut die semakin keding.

aku pon stuju la nak bawak die pegi makan.

hikhik

nasib baik aku datang tu die larat turun bawah lagi.

hehe

beby tgh cakap ngn sape tu?

winkwink*

haaa..

ni kt utem.

pegi amek sofea.hihi..

bunny comel dan ayu giler hari ni!

nampak anak panah tu?

aku rase kakak kene potong rambut sampai paras situ.

sangat-sangat ideal dan ekonomic paras rambut tu.

pertimbangkan lah yea.

heeeeeeeeeee~

p/s: kueh teow kungfu kat sini sumpah sedap!

jumpe jugak akhirnye kueh teow kungfu kt melaka!

oyeay!

sengal bersame.

mereka?

mereka ni giler sengal.

hakhakhak.

kenapa mereka sengal?

bagaimana mereka sengal?

meh ar lepak bersame.

heidi bole blanje minom.

hikhikhik.

saje je nak letak gmba ni.

sebab kakak nampak COMEL.

hikhik.

itu saje.

sekian.

ask me anything!

http://www.formspring.me/follow/stream

im crying inside out

someone that i love so much used to say this to me.

"id do anything for u.. i love you so much my syg..

i akan cri time for us..i promise..

u jgn nanges ekk.. i nk jd terbaik utk u.

i tknk jd jahat."

just how could you change so quick?

am i nothing to you?

T_T

for YOU

you may have a good looking and nice heart.

but dun u ever deny that you're heart breaker buddy.

AND

i'll never ever forgive you for what you have done to my heart

fullstop.