Tuesday, June 29, 2010

hope to see you soon!


huh~~
dun u just miss those moments?
it was in our early days of our relationship..

i really miss you....
i miss your smile.
i miss your laugh.
i miss the way you make me blushing...
i miss playing with your hair..
i miss the way you speak,,
i miss the way you look at me..
i miss the way you hold me...and hold my hand...
i miss to have a walk with you...
play basketball or volleyball with you...
these moment really make me happy...
wish we could still have these even when we are thousand miles away from each other..



Monday, June 28, 2010

what shud i do?a

i wanna stay close to you..
but,
seems like u dun want me too..
im working out all i can to stay close to you.
so that u wont get bored,
n the same thing wont happen again...

i juz...
can't imagine myself without you..
u make me fall deeply in love with you..
stay with me....
pls...

yeah..this is what i feel now...
huh~~
i don't feel the love anymore..
its so different..

i don't know..
what i know is im still yours,,
but i don't feel like you are mine...
can you help me syg?
i don't wanna feel this way..
i wanna feel like you are mine again...
i wanna feel like when the early days when we meet.

huh~
-sigh- *again and again and again....

Sunday, June 27, 2010

T__T

last night,
when i had a big fight with him...

tibetibe
lagu "all my life" plak klua kt laptop aku neh
*aku mmg sentiase bukak window media player
huh~
semakin berderai air mate neh...
lagu ni aku cakap aku nak nynyi kat die..
tapi tak penah kesampaian lagi...
huuuuh~
oh~oh~
kene benti!
air mate rase nak bergelinang lagi...tidaktidak...




"You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down, "

-sigh-

i used to think,
i wanna get out from this place,
escape from all this distance n just ran to you..
be with you..

but now,
im thinking,
do you really want me?

T__T

Friday, June 25, 2010

dear honey,

no matter how much i cry,

how much i say im hurt,

how much i miss you,

how much far away we are...

its because how much i love you dat keep me strong to love you n wait for you honey....♥

Monday, June 21, 2010

saye sayang kamu....


honey!
cian you...
baru nak tidur setelah penat teman saye tidur semalaman...
hari ni saye tak kacau awak tidur oke honey?
saye sayang kamu ketat-ketat!!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

oh! cik Sarah Adila.....

oooo cik sarah..
rindu kamu tahu?
kau sibuk kerje,
membuat kn kite semakin jauh..
huh~
sdeyh la..
tiaptiap hari lalu lalang depan rumah kau.
kau selalu off handphone sajek!
rindu sgt2 kt kau aku ajak mama pergi mp jenguk kau..
uhh~~
rindu yang teramat sangat..
rindu nak gossipgossip dengan kau.
rindu nak borakborak dengan kau.
rindu semuanye lah!
huuu~~
tapi nak buat camne..
kau cm xrindu aku jew..
cam....
uhh...
cam tak perlu kn aku jek..

T__T

i always consider u as one of my bestfriend, but if you dun feel the same way as i do..
i can't do anything about it..



Tuesday, June 15, 2010

what exactly running thru ur mind?

i feel sad when im reading ur blog,
u said dat she was ur ONLY friend..

oouuccchhh!....

sgt3 saket..

if she was ur only friend,
then,
what am i to you?

Saturday, June 12, 2010

12 JUN 2010

happy birthday to me!


birthday is the day i'll consider a normal day from now on...

Friday, June 11, 2010

tekanan,tekanan,tekanan!!

bukan aku xske duduk rumah!

tapi aku mahu klua jgk skali skale..

tolong la....


xsuke la cmni...

hurmmm

need my money!

huh!

saye mahu duit saye la!

TOLONG LAH!


kenape yea?
saye bole tolong kamu,
tapi kamu ta bole tolong saye time saye memerlukan duit?


please la...
tolong lah saye!
saye dalam kesusahan!

-sigh-

Thursday, June 10, 2010

need to go away for awhile..

dear mom and dad,
its not like i hate staying at home.
its not like i dun want to be close to u guys.

its just,
haihh..
i need some time for me to enjoy my teenage life.
i'm talkin about go crazy n do anything stupid n all..
just.
some fun time...
hurm..

its not easy for me to leave home just like that.
i need to make sure my mom have someone to take care of her.
for several time,
i told myself to just let go of all this...


but the truth is..
i can't...
i wanted to be free so bad!
i dun want n dun need people to tell me what i can n cannot do!
let me make my own mistake!
let me deal with my problem dat i've created!
let me learn how to live my life!
let me know how hard it is to earn some money!
i mean THE REAL HARD WAY!

-uhh-

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

bosan

yea,
aku panas baran.
yea,
aku cepat marah,

kenape???
dtg dr darah sape??
darah kau jugakk.

fine.

i'm sorry..but that picture make me cry.

cute???

T__T

Monday, June 7, 2010

befday celebration...

tinggal lagi 5 hari je nk ke 12 jun..
what will i get on dat day?
huh~
nape la tibe2 thun ni rmai sgt smbut befday??
huuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~

saye mahu,
encik farouq,
sarah adila.
B,
sarah aimi,
cimi,
yati,
jannah,
aina,
mak,
pya,
farhana,
ain,

ade pade hari itu dan smbut bersame sayer....




T___T

Sunday, June 6, 2010

i'm a fool period.

yeah.
i'm a complete fool because trying so hard to find my self esteem.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

what if.....

heyya,
kenape yea?
2,3 hari ni....masam saje muke sayer neh?nape tak nak senyum ea?
eh,eh,
senyum laaaa..
senyum bile on skype!
hehehe~
tapi,
ade jugakk something yang bermain di kepale neh..

ape die yea?
kite tak tahu lah!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

it was just a dream honey... -sigh-

what can i do?
is it really my fault?
-crying-

i dun want u to hv dat dream..
dat bad....bad....bad.....dream...
i hate it!
it hurts...
yeah...
i know it hurts..
but i'm more hurts.

-crying again-

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

honey, u are my life now....

i luv u syg..
reading ur text just now,
bring tears to my eyes.
n
i can't stop cring now.
coz i miss you so damn much!
huh~
i luv you......