Saturday, December 26, 2009

P.E.N.A.T

Oraitt,,dats it, I had enough. Dh2 ar tu, aku dh mls nk jge ati org lg,

Ati aku sape nk jge?

Ikot sedap mulot kau jew kn kalau kn ckp tu?

Xpyh pk pon cmne aku akan rse,

Fine,,lets have it your way then,

Gy mam ar,,ati aku skt gler skg ni,,aku rse cm nk meletop jew skg,

Kenape ar? Ape makna kawan tu pade diri kau?

Huh?

Kawan? Seseorang yg untuk diperalat kn?

Seseorang yg hanya diperlukan pada waktu susah?

Tu je ke?

Hey! I’m your best friend la! Kenape kau nk jeles ngn aku?

Xcukup ke ngn ape yg kau dah ade?

Kenape kau suke sgt nk menunjuk? Pandang rendah sgt kat aku??

Why dun u look ahead?

What did u see?

Jauh lg taw x perjalanan hidop kau! Jgn asyik nk berangan je!

Bile kau nk sedar ha??

Bile!!!!!!!

Dh la,,suke ati kau la,,

Kalau kau ingt aku,,ingt la,,kalau x,,ske ati la

Ape aku bleyh buat kn?

Sume nye serbe xkene,,,ske ati la,,

Kn bgs kalau aku ade ati yg keras dn busuk cm kau?

Sng,,,xpyh penat2 nk pk,,kn?

Monday, December 21, 2009

kenyataan x seindah impianku,,

sumpah aku bosan,,aku xthn cmni,,
perasaan bengang,skt ati aku makin meluap2,,
aku benci dgn perasaan cmni,,
aku nk klua!
nk have fun!
tp akhirnye?
ni je ke yg aku dpt?
penat lelah aku usaha,,
ni jeke?

hurmm,,xpe la..aku trime jela,,nk wat cmne,,,

Friday, December 18, 2009

Kat Mane Lagi Aku nk luah??

kau?
mmg xpeduli pun kn?
aku bkn dok goyang kaki jelah kt rumah ni!
if i'm asking 4 some money,,
i deserve it la!

kenape yea?
kau anggapa aku useless?
aku mmg sgt2 xpuas ati,,
xpyh la nk ckp pe,
aku mmg bengang!

kau lg sorg,,
knp?xpedulikan aku?
kwn?
cmni ke kate kwn?
hari2 hidop aku xtentu arah,,
aku xtaw samade kau pun same,,
yg pasti,,aku skt...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

tear drops on my lappy,,


adakah aku yg jahat?
wat die merana slalu?
apekah aku x dikire merana?
sorry,,
tears keep dropping,,
T__T

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

srjk (c) ek tee bebeh!


how great is this huh??
i found ai ling fb account on my best fren fb account,
then,,i found some of my primary school mate,,
damn! luv it!! definitely we will be gathering some day,,can't wait!

sekolah ku terbakar,,:(

sekolahku,,smk bukit rambai, telah terbakar pd tempoh hari,,(xingt tarikh ;P)
tgk lah,,xteruk mn pun,,tp masuk berite la jugak,,huhu
femes jap skola aku neh,,huhu,,

kwn2 mari la tgk naseb skola kite neh,,
huhuhu,

bored,,

bosan! ngn demam lg,,ngn hingus lg,,huhu,,
xtaw nk watpe,,better ngarut kt blog kn?
huhu,,
arytu,,aku da ikot mak aku beli tanah tuk tnam pokok,,
but b4 beli tu,,round2 kt dlm nursery tu,,
nothing much interest me,huhu,,
sbb aku xtaw sgt psal pokok n bunge neh,,

tibe2 terpikir aktiviti mengisi mse lapang neh,,huhu,,
come and take a look what i've captured!




hahaha! bkn amek gmba pokok pown,,huhu






Monday, December 14, 2009

bile aku nk jd cantek? :P

bgn pg,,tgk cermin,,,
lpas gsok gigi,,
tgk cermin lg,,
haihh,,tertny2,,bile nk krus neh?
haha,,
tgk cermin lg,,
npe aku ni cm comot jew?
xkemas cm org laen?

haihh,,
ade org penah kate,,
bdn cm ko neh, xkn krus,!

ade org kate lg,
kau ingt kau cntik kew?

org berkate lg pd aku,
kau ni bkn cntik sgt pun,,

so, if u were saying dat i'm totally lack of self esteem,
guess again y,,

hurmm,,even, kdg2 aku rse aku xlayak tuk nizam,,
bkn aku jew rse,,
org di sekeliling aku juge merasekn juge,,
haihh,,

i always wanna look good 4 him,
but i always feel dat i dun,,

fizikal,,
penampilan,,
sumenye xkene,,
nk2 plak dpt kwn2 yg xpenah nk menaikkan semangat akuh,,
haihh,,

buruk sgt ke aku weyh??
huhu,,

lihat cermin lg,,
lawa ke kau?
bg diri aku,,aku lawa,,hahaha!
bia la,,dh xde sape nk puji,,huhu,,



Sunday, December 13, 2009

who's next?

soalan yg xkn pudar dlm hidup aku dan akan tetap dtg dn dtg lg utk mempersoalkn,,
"KENAPE?"

yupp,,kenape?
kenape kau pergi?

dn seterusnye,,
kenape kau juge mahu pergi?

teruskan lg,,
kau juge mahu pergi?

sape pula lpas ni?
kenape sume org mahu pergi meninggalkan aku?
ape salah aku!!!!!!

ye,,,aku kt sini mmg dh gler,,
gler sbb xde org pedulikan aku,,

aku bleyh ckp,"fine! pergi lah aku xpedulik pun,,aku xkesa pun,,xmati pun xde ko xde,,"
aku hny bleyh ckp,,tp aku xdpt nk btul2 laku kn ape yg alu kate,,
yea,,aku mmg pedulik kalau kau pergi,,
yea,,aku mmg kesa kalau ko xde!
dan,,
yea,,jiwa aku mati kalau kau xde...

jd,
kenape kau pergi?
ape kah aku xlayak utk korg sume?

persoalan masih diteruskan,,,kenape,,,

Saturday, December 12, 2009

i want all of these!!



tgk nih,,cantek kn??nk sgt,,,tp xde duet,,uwaaaaa!!!!!!!nk!nk!nk!..uhuk2,,,sob,,sob,,



how cool is this one huh??? :(
i really dieing to get this one!!!
xde sape2 nk beli kn tuk aku kew?haha

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

family,frens and love one..

ku pun xtaw pe motif aku upload gmba2 ni sume..hahaha..ade byk lg gmba fwens, nt lar kayh?
aku update later..huhuu...luv and mis u guys so much..

charlie's angels..haha..
in this pix, aku,ika, n lady dada..hehe


zakiah kamelah a.k.a kak long..huhu
raja nur jannah dinie..



sesesengal! huhu..tembam gler pipi aku! huhu
nabihah n farhan comeyl!



wah,,wah,,wah,,posing sakan.hahaha


sarah adila sidek,,currently single,(anyone? sape nk numb die nt dtg mta kt aku yea?)
jgn mara sara..ngeh2










my mum melayan anak die yg suke begamba nih..huhu
ayahnda dan bonda tersayang,,
mr fuad goh and mdm zaleha.

yeay! dh da follower!

yeay! tenkiu cik cimi comot..
huhuhu

b.o.s.a.n

tataw nk watpe..
skt ati..
hurmm..
ape nk tulis yea?
huh..

lalalala

Monday, December 7, 2009

where would it be?

ape tujuan blog?
ape yg boleh kite tulis dlm blog?
boleh x kite luahkan isi hati kite?
boleh x kite lepas kn geram kite kt sum1 kt dlm blog?

hurmm..tuk blog sendiri pun bebatas sape yg kite maw tulis..
sbb apa?
sbb byk hati yg perlu di jaga..
tp hati ini?

kwn2..
ape silap aku kwn2?
knp korang enggan bersuara?
ape kah diri aku ni terlalu jahat?

ape die?
ape salah aku?
hurmm..

muke ni..muke aku ni,,muke meminta simpati ke?
ape tujuan aku menulis semua ini?
ape yg cube aku bukti kn?

meaningless..
everything about me is meaningless..
dun care how great and how hard u tried to be a good daughter,
there's always others who is better.
there's always mistake that i make..

dun care how hard u tried to be there whenever ur friends needed u..
still i kept on making mistake..

dun care how loyalty u are to ur love one..
n tried so hard not to breaks his heart..
then again..i kept on making mistake..

so what am i?
really,,what kind of person i am?

cn sum1 plizz...tell me..

Friday, December 4, 2009

my haircut for the year 2009.

a little history pasal rmbut sayer..huhu


Aku penah berambut pnjang cmni hny 2X dlm semumur hidop aku,.n mase first time aku dpt simpn rmbut pnjng cmni adalah time aku form 4, aku suke sgt2, n syg sgt2 rmbut aku time tu..sbb sape2 yg kenal aku dr skola mst tawu yg aku ni quite a tomboi la dlu..rmbut slalu pndek jewp..
then, my mum ptong rmbut aku tu smpai paras bwh bahu..sume kate xlawa..sdeyh aku..sob..sob..
then aku simpan blik rmbut aku nih smpai pnjng cm kt dlm gmba bwh tuh,
selame hampir setahun aku simpan rmbut pnjng cmtu,
aku pun decide nk gy potong sket, nk bg nmpk bentuk sket la rmbut aku ni,
then,
aku pun ckp kt mkcik tu, "cik, nk ptong layer V yea..xnk pendek2 taw makcik" mkcik tu pun mule2 okie jew kn ngn aku,
pastu die dh gunting sket2..die ckp ngn aku yg rmbut aku ni xleyh nk gunting cmne yg aku nk..so die kate, wat style laen la,
aku okie je la..
as well as u guys know yg aku ni seorg spacky, mate aku ni rabun, so, xnmpk la mkcik tu wat ape ngn rmbut aku ni, aku pun bia je la sbb aku yakin yg rmbut aku ni still pnjang lg sbb aku dh bg tawu kt mkcik tu yg xmaw pndek2..
bile dh siap je.
aku pkai spack aku, then mkck tu amek cermin tnjuk rmbut blakang aku nih..aku trus senyap..
mate dh begenang...mkcik tu tny ok ke x, aku xjwb aku byr trus klua dr kedai.
kelua je air mate minitis..dn trus menitis...last2 aku melaung2 kt kwn aku..hahaha
seminggu aku x tgk cermin taw x! xsggp n xnk trime hakikat yg rmbut aku ni dh pndek! hahaha

Then start dari Jul -Dec07 aku berambut agak pnjang dn ade 2 warne yg menghiasi rmbut ku..huhu..
memandangkan aku akan sambung belaja di KPMIM aku pun nekad tuk cut of my long hair..from gurl hair cut to boy hair cut.
sebab aku rse dlm beberape bulan t pnjang la blik rmbut aku ni nt..
but i was WRONG! my hair didn't grew as fast as i thought it would be! damn!!
so it took me about almost 2 year to grew it back..this picture below is taken on 30 August 09.
09 okayh people? then aku rse cm agk bosan ngn rmbut ni yg dr dlu xpenah2 betuka..asyik cmni jewp..so aku pun ptong..


haih..still doesn't change too much right??haha.. dr depan je ni nmpk okie, dr blakang??? sume ingt aku ptong sendiri rmbut aku ni..hahaha..ni sume salah aku sendiri la, smpai cina kt saloon tu pun takot nk potong rambut aku, aku ckp ngn die nk "bob cut" nk pendek, tp pendek yg bleyh lg diikat la, mase cina tu ptong pun die asyik ckp ngn aku,"jgn tkot yea, rmbut u pnjang lg.." huhu..this was taken 09 August 09 nine days after cutting it.

after for about 3 month i decided to go for a short hair to look different..n here we go! huhu


a grEat dAy Out wif sAra gOnjeng..hehe

so hard to get to spent time with her..who is her? my best bud since i was in standard 3! sarah adila sidek..


DATARAN PAHLAWAN KAYH?

ni la dier cik SARAH ADILA yea..

sebenanye time nih jatuh pade tanggal 1 Dec 09.
plan sebenanye nk gy skola aku, nk gy amek sijil cemerlang Spm aku,
then maw ke Dataran Pahlawan tuk ke kedai yg aku beli broadbnd tuh,
sbb ade prob sket..
then,
it turn out to be quite a great day out!
huhu..
bukan pe..sebenanye, ssh nk dpt klua ngn cik sara adila ngokngek nih..
yela..die bz ngn "full time job" dier kt rumah, n aku pun same, ssh nk dpt klua..
so jarang la dapat klua..huhu..
aku xtaw npe ngn blogger nih..
prob pe ntah..ssh nk organize cumil2 blog aku nih.! hmph! huhu