Wednesday, August 24, 2011

You're Confusing

Yeah, I look at you now, and I felt really confusing thinking about you.
It seems like I don't know you anymore. 
Why we always felt that way ? 
When we're close, every little detail about you is in my pocket. 
You always make me smile, and I always make you laugh. 
Felt so right at that time, feels like the world is mine again when I'm with you. 
My heart that got stabbed, got crush, got hurt so bad, but you heal my broken heart. 

But, 
What happen actually ?

Suddenly, we stop texting each other. 
Suddenly, you're avoiding me. 
Suddenly, we became awkward again. 
And I'm thinking at that time, where did I done wrong ?
Did it ever occur to you that what you did to me does effect my life ?

I've come so far from what I used to be,
Suddenly I felt all the changes that I made was useless. 
Now,
Slowly I turn my self back to what I used to be.

I know that you always read my blog,
I just don't know that if you still reading it until now.




I kinda miss you. 
But my ego tells me not to. 


4 comments:

Robot | Sakti said...

gua pun pernah macam ni.

mungkin dia busy dengan kerja dia.

think positive :)

Uncle Lee said...

Hi Tyka Chou, I guess life can be tough where love and relationships are concerned. You are still young, and believe you me, this will not be the first time you having heart pains.

You will experience one or not two more till you find someone who makes you smile, rather than make you cry.

I know it can be painful, it hurts like crazy....and nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself putting it back together.

If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and cross over, but smile as it was once yours.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints in our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

You stay easy, have a great week, and keep a song in your heart.
Best regards.
Lee.

✿ cik atie said...

cntik spec... :)

bukudiarysofea said...

"i miss you but my ego tells me not to" -prof sarah