Friday, November 5, 2010

the reason why my tears fall.

if i could go back to 5months ago.
just 5months ago.
where i felt like the world is mine.
where everything is perfectly beautiful for me.
where i think nothing cud seperate us.
where i think we will be forever together.
you were always there for me..
always...
i feel like im the luckiest girl.
because i've ur attention.
whenever i cry...
u were scared...
u'll try everything to make me smile again...
whenever i get sick..
u'll be worried.

and now...
whenever i cry...
whenever i sick...
u're gone...
u're not here anymore..
my tears just make u sick..
where and what did i gone wrong?
deep down inside my heart...
i miss you so much..
just how cud u do this to me?
like im totally nothing to you?

u see me laugh...
u see me smile...

the truth is,
im thinking...
this is not the happiness that i want..
i want the happiness when im with you...
i dont know how much longer i need to be like this..
i dont know when will i finally forget u..
i just hope soon..
because i cant take this pain anymore..

but i'll wish for your happiness.
always....

5 comments:

Heidi Shafiq said...

everythg gonna be ok buddy..

maybe someday someone will come wipe off ur tears.. and say those 5words..

"i'll be there for u.."

bukudiarysofea said...

uhuk.

applemasam said...

heidi: i hope so...
T_T

sara: T_T

✿ CikCimi said...

aku sokong heidi.
so plez stop thinking about him.
he dont even think about u.

applemasam said...

ok kakak..:(