Saturday, July 9, 2011

I'm no beauty queen.


I used to say to myself that I’m beautiful but its hard to say it when looking into the mirror.
Who am I kidding? I’m not pretty. I'm fat. I don't have the perfect skin. I'm not perfect. I'm not everybody choice. 
Am fooling myself thinking that I work out everyday, and I can get the body that I want, when the truth is there's no change at all on my body. The more sweats coming out from my body thinking that...yeah..I'm getting there...
but the truth is I'm nowhere near it!
Put some of the lotion, whitening cream on my body, thinking that I can get the flawless skin..pfft! the more I write this entry the more shit I feel!

I KNOW I'M NO BEAUTY QUEEN!
I'M JUST A FAT BITCH LIVING A SAD LIFE!
I'M NOT PISSED AT ANYONE, I'M JUST PISSED AT MY OWN BODY! MY MIND! AND MY SAD PATHETIC LOWLIFE! 

sorry . didn't mean to get emotional. bye. 


2 comments:

Encik Psychopath said...

you are my choice.

but u choose to not into it.

bukudiarysofea said...

See? Akmal wants you ;p
I used to be in ur situations deary. Stress?? Watch I Met Ur Mother instead. :DDDDDD