the reason why my tears fall.

if i could go back to 5months ago.

just 5months ago.

where i felt like the world is mine.

where everything is perfectly beautiful for me.

where i think nothing cud seperate us.

where i think we will be forever together.

you were always there for me..

always...

i feel like im the luckiest girl.

because i've ur attention.

whenever i cry...

u were scared...

u'll try everything to make me smile again...

whenever i get sick..

u'll be worried.

and now...

whenever i cry...

whenever i sick...

u're gone...

u're not here anymore..

my tears just make u sick..

where and what did i gone wrong?

deep down inside my heart...

i miss you so much..

just how cud u do this to me?

like im totally nothing to you?

u see me laugh...

u see me smile...

the truth is,

im thinking...

this is not the happiness that i want..

i want the happiness when im with you...

i dont know how much longer i need to be like this..

i dont know when will i finally forget u..

i just hope soon..

because i cant take this pain anymore..

but i'll wish for your happiness.

always....