Saturday, August 28, 2010

jangan berlagak nanti makan diri

tak paham.
kenape perlu berlagak?
kau rase kau da bagos sangat kew?
weyh.
sumpah tak paham la!
aku da stat annoying dgr kau asyik nak menghina orang je.
blaja tinggi2..
konon2 pandai,
tapi bodo sebab tak pikir dulu sebelum ckp.

nak berlagak pergi la berlagak dgn kwn2 kau yg "setaraf"
dgn kau tuh!
kami ni semua nye xberkelulusan tgi mcm awak.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

-sigh-

got so many things to do..
but i choose to cry...
cry again and again...

i need you..
here..right here..
besides me..
i want to...
hug u...
hold ur hand...
fool around like we use to do...

say that u love me..
but y cant u be there for me?


my heart is shouting...
i love you...
i need you...
i miss you...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

over?

its really hard to see that u're moving on while im still choking.
is it really over?

Friday, August 13, 2010

heartless.

a have like a million thing to say..
but..
i guess..
i just keep it to myself then..
because..
no one would want to hear it anyway...
right?

Friday, July 23, 2010

control.

can't control myself..
please tyka..
be strong!

i wanna shout out loud saying that "i miss you!!!"
"i love you!!"
"i don't wanna lose you!!"
huh~

semakin hari semakin kecewa rasenye..
kenape?

kenape timbul rase kecewe neh?
damn.

dun be like this.
please..

i miss you..
i miss the old you..
the one that wanna be with me for like 24/7
but now..
you dun like me saying all this thing..
but..
this is what i feel...
i want you to know..
but i feel like im pushing you too much..
i dun want that either..
so..
whats are my option left?

im not a bitch,
im not that type of girl who likes to hang out with other men beside my man.
im loyal.
i need you to be there for me..
but...
uhhh~

berserah saje la tyka..
ade..ade laa..xde..nk wat cmne?
but,
definitely i'll fight hard for it to work it out.
because,
im done searching.
im done trying.
other man are all fucking fucked up!

huh~
farouq sayed ashrafudeen.
i'll be waiting for you....
5,6??
doesnt matter to me..
as long as im yours n you're mine.

i love you.