Love Says it All

when you ask me,
"ape saye ni pada awak?"
and I answered,
"entah la awak."
you sound disappointed .

Sorry love,
I didn't mean to answer that.
I was still insecure about myself,

The truth is,
I want to say that you're someone's special to me,
you're mean something to me.
you're not just someone to me.

This relationship that we had.
We didn't put a label on it.
So I don't know what exactly to call you.
Are you my boyfriend ?
Am I your girlfriend ?
 nope.. we didn't label it.
And this is exactly what I called the new revolution of Relationship.
where we didn't label ourselves but we know how we feel about each other.

I am writing this entry just to let you know,
you're someone that I can call "addiction"
because I'm addicted to you.

unpleasant feeling.

I don't know why I have all this feeling.
I hate checking my facebook notification every 5minute,
checking my twitter account, just to see your status,
check if you're online.
checking my phone every 5 seconds,
just to wait for your text or your calls.

I don't know why..
It seems like you have less interest on me now.
or is it just me ?

If you didn't text or call me,
and there I'll be..
keep on wondering what were you doing.
keep on wondering didn't you miss me ?

I know I have been hurt so many times.
but that doesn't mean I'm immune to heartache.

Guess this is why I hate being in love again.
I hate having all this unpleasant feeling that make me feel sad and down in sorrow.
I can't be selfish.
I can't expect him to be with me all  the time.
That's a commitment that he cannot give me.
I understood that myself from the beginning.
I have been prepared myself from the start.
But I'm just a girl who are searching for a happiness.
And I'm melting by the way you treat me.
I let my guard down, put aside my ego for you.

I love you, that is all and that is it.

Jadi lah insan yang bersyukur.

buddies

True friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.

stranger

It’s amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. 

You will pass by them without a word. 

Without a single acknowledging look. 

This person, who once knew you so well, 

who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, 

is now walking right past you, seeing right through you